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02 November 2006

Anthony Bloom speaks to the non-mystic

Two weeks ago in this blog, and in the comments that followed, Alan Rutherford reflected on an implication of Friends' emphasis on the authority of experience--it "gives more authority to those who sense God than to those who don't."

I've been reading Anthony Bloom's book On Meeting, and have quoted from it at least twice, but in view of the discussion of "immediate inspiration," I can't help citing yet another thoughtful passage. Again, Anthony Bloom is responding to an interviewer's question:
Tell me, why do some people who are sensitive and kind by the natural inclination of their souls not have a conscious experience of faith--why doesn't God seem to send it to them? Is kindness without faith possible?
I can't answer that; if I could, I'd be praised as a wise man throughout the whole Orthodox world. But I think we can at least set out some pathmarks. First of all, there is nobody in the world in whom the image of God doesn't continue to be alive and active, however deeply it might be buried. There's nobody who is not in that sense an icon of God, in whom that icon-ness, that similarity to God, doesn't operate.
From this, it follows that a lot of what we consider humanness is actually on the divine margin. When you read the Gospel, you are meeting the Living God, but you are also meeting the genuine, the singularly genuine Human Being in the person of Christ, a Human Being ["Man" in the capital-M sense of pre-sensitized English] in the fullest sense of that term. And for that reason every human being, by virtue of being human, is already part of this Christic mystery.
Another thing (but this is my reasoning, and therefore I'm not convinced of my own objectivity): humanity does not consist of separate, scattered individualities. Each of us is born, not as a completely new creature, but as the heir of all the generations that have gone before. The genealogies of Christ given in the Gospels--in Matthew and Luke--serve as a confirmation of this. If genealogy has meaning for Him, it must for us also. He is the descendant of all the lines of humanity from Adam to the Blessed Virgin. In all these lines of descent there are saints and there are those we would call ordinary sinners--imperfect people, and even some who go beyond imperfect to flagrant. Rahab the prostitute is probably a clear example of "flagrant," but she is a direct ancestor of Christ the Savior.
Can we consider them as a part of that stream which, in sum, constitutes the incarnation of of the Son of God? It seems to me that they all, righteous and sinners alike, strived with all their being (successfully or, by our lights, completely unsuccessfully) towards the fullness of being, as they understood it--that is, towards God. They lived for the sake of God.



The politicians' machine dialers can stop calling now! I've already voted. Bill Clinton phoned to ask me to be sure to vote for Gov. Kulongoski. I tried to tell him that I took my Oregon mail-in ballot to Papaccino's coffeehouse last Saturday and completed the whole thing in a little over an hour, but he talked right over me. Earlier today, Virginia Linder, running for election to the Supreme Court, did the same thing. I'm not alone; as of Monday, apparently 17% of Oregon's ballots had already been returned, even though our voters have until 8 p.m. on November 7 to get their ballots to an official ballot pick-up point. (However, the tricky thing is for people to remember that a mailbox does not qualify as a pick-up point; people who mail in their ballots should get it into the mail by tomorrow.)



This will have to do for now. I'm off to the opening reception for Smith Eliot's new installation at Pushdot's gallery. More tonight or tomorrow.



I'm back. Smith's installation at Pushdot Gallery was moving. It was based on her photography and research at the former Dammasch State Hospital, a sister institution to the one at which the film version of the novel One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest was made.

These preceding links lead to some online photos that give a hint of the haunting power of Smith's images. The first room of the gallery displayed the full-size photos (example: the one behind Smith's head). As you look around at those photos, you become aware that there's another room from which people are quietly emerging. Looking closer, you see a small bed, an artifact from Dammasch, with snakes writhing out from under the bed, spreading through the metal webbing and climbing up the walls, while other snakes come down through the ceiling. The snakes (and Smith's dress) are made from Dammasch curtain fabric. These three-dimensional details amplifies the human dimension eerily echoing through all the photos, refusing to be pacified by the orderly pages of hospital manuals and inspection reports plastering the cell walls.

I last saw my sister Ellen in December 1969, during her incarceration at the Illinois State Psychiatric Instite. Three months later she "eloped" (in the language of the incident reports plastered on Pushdot's walls), only to be killed on the Calumet Canal Bridge a few days later. She was killed with a sawed-off shotgun by a man who nevertheless, according to Anthony Bloom, bore somewhere within him the image of God. Smith's images shimmer with the power of incongruity: the silent marks and debris of human institutionalization and involuntary restraint, as seen through intensely human eyes. Savage ironies abound, but are noted quietly, allowing shared humanity to witness what a more manipulative presentation would simply exploit.

Pinned to a sheet of care standards, an inmate's note in crayon: "Content in Tues. There but in His grace go I. Overcome evil w/good. Jesus knows me."



Links, righteous and unrighteous: The latest Washington Post has at least two stories mentioning Ted Haggard of the New Life Church in Colorado Springs. Story number one, "Evangelicals Broaden Their Moral Agenda," mentions that he is one of the evangelical leaders who signed a plea for George Bush to take action in the situation in Darfur, Sudan.

The second story will cause much anguish in some circles, uncertainty in others, and perhaps even some uncharitable glee in yet others: "Church Leader Resigns after Gay Sex Claim."

New Life Church itself has issued a studiedly quiet press release (PDF link). (Saturday PS: new press release from Life Life Church.)

In the meantime, Catholic commentator Garry Wills has this worthwhile essay on our faith-based White House.

Forgive me for taking a bit of comfort in the thought that critics of religious faith are sometimes also caught getting it wrong! I confess guilty pleasure in reading this lively review of Richard Dawkins' bestselling exposé of people like me, The God Delusion. Many thanks to Simon Barrow for this nice ... er, interesting link. (Saturday PS: Simon has helpfully grouped several other reflections on Dawkins here and here.)



Today's political frustration involves the Democrats: I'm not an uncritical fan of America's Democratic Party, which has its share of cynical operators and special-interest agenda-pushers. But right now the Democratic Party represents, in our truncated political spectrum, the only viable opposition to the criminal element that has taken over our country's government. My frustration today is not so much with the party itself as the conventional wisdom of so many commentators who, instead of discussing historic and present-day Democratic ideals, take the lazy way out by saying the party has no coherent message.

Recently CNN trotted out that same line in its "Broken Government" series. We were told that voters feel Democrats have "two left feet," project a "wimp" image, are seen as being out of touch with ordinary people, and incompetent on security issues.

Why is political commentary so often reduced to a fascination with "perceptions"? Should the commentators not be promoting a conversation on substance? There is certainly no perfect unity within the Democratic Party on specific policies (nor is there among Republicans, whose current leaders strike me as being even more out of touch, and certainly no more competent than Democrats). Yet the enduring themes associated with Democrats--social and economic justice within a framework of personal responsibility; political reform; sensitivity to labor rights, popular access to education; public health and safety, and environmental concerns; and international cooperation--remain pretty stable. Once upon a time, there was even broad overlap on these points with many Republicans. Seems to me that themes such as these, in times of crisis, form an urgent agenda for public conversation. The passing fortunes and images of either party shrink in comparison.

Some will say, "But these image issues are actually issues of leadership. How can we trust leaders who can't create their own reality?" But if you depend on conventional wisdom to do your filtering for you, you will too easily end up with leaders who create "realities" such as the lethal mix of corruption now hobbling us at home and abroad. American voter: it is time to create your own reality. Start by thinking for yourself, and decide what cluster of values to raise up by your vote. Social justice, or special privilege? Environmental concern, or the law of the jungle? International norms of mutual respect, or destructive (and self-destructive) messianic pretensions? Modest and pragmatic leaders, or slash-and-burn rhetoricians who are not worthy to use the Christian symbols they shamelessly exploit?

Yes, I wish our loyal opposition displayed a bit more passion. But I don't want them to fake it. Look where faking it has gotten us to date.

10 November 2005

Plain language, part two

The first time I wrote about plain language, it was a reflection on the meaning of plain language in Quaker culture. Now I'm writing on plain language as exemplified by the word "torture."

These are not unrelated themes. Early Friends wanted to be plain in the sense of "transparent"—for the ego and its external vanities to get out of the way so the Holy Spirit could shine through. Similarly, words were to be vehicles for truth, not for lies (hence no double standards for public speech, no oaths in the courtroom) nor for idolatries (hence no days and months named for pretender-gods).

Even some of our humor is based on this "plain" concept of bald truth. "A flock of white sheep," says one Quaker passenger on a train to the other, pointing out the window. "Yes, they're white ... at least on this side," responds the other.

The word "torture" has been a fine example of plain language. Now, thanks to our nation's administration, even the word is being tortured, and I have lost my sense of humor. In the service of the latest imperial presidential philosophy, the White House spokesman is put into the impossible position of denying the plain and obvious facts: his bosses want the freedom to go beyond the boundary that the Geneva Conventions have set.

Here's a most peculiar exchange from two days ago, a White House press conference where language is tortured right before our eyes, just so that our government, with our taxes, can do things to detainees, in places where we can't watch. Read this account all the way through, because the concern about torture comes up twice, near the beginning (eighth screen on my computer) and toward the end. Warning: it is truly painful reading.

The initiative that has outraged our leaders, the McCain amendment, simply confirms long-standing U.S. commitments. It would "(1) establish the Army Field Manual as the uniform standard for the interrogation of Department of Defense detainees and (2) prohibit cruel, inhuman, and degrading treatment of persons in the detention of the U.S. government". The "shock and awe" presidency wants us to reassure us with this tortured logic: we don't actually plan to use these methods that would be prohibited under the amendment. We just want our detainees to think we might use them!

Last night, I happened to be reading Serge Schmemann's fine book, Echoes of a Native Land: Two Centuries of a Russian Village. His great-grandfather, Mikhail Osorgin, was a high provincial official, deeply conservative and devoted to the Tsar. Through his own ancestry and through marriages, he was incredibly enmeshed in the ruling classes. He owned a huge estate with eight villages on the Oka River. At the time of a major peasant uprising in 1898, he was vice-governor of Kharkov Province. The governor, Ivan Obolensky, put an end to the uprisings in his domain by exceeding his authority, commandeering extra Cossack troops, and turning them and their "brutal whips" loose on rioters who were already rounded up. For this, Obolensky was rewarded by St. Petersburg. Schmemann goes on:
The official endorsement of violent and unauthorized methods, as long as they were effective, deeply troubled Osorgin. His moral quandary was intensified when Obolensky became the target of an unsuccessful assassination attempt. The attacker was a confirmed revolutionary named Kochura, and his arrest confronted Osorgin with a conflict between his official duties and a deep religious opposition to the death penalty. The conflict would resurface at several fateful junctures of his career.
(What weak-kneed excuse of a religion might that be, by the way? Why, goodness, what a coincidence: it's CHRISTIANITY!!! Back to Schmemann's account of his ancestor....)
He encountered the sentiment first on the night before the conspirators in the assassination of Alexander II were to be hanged, when he suffered as if it were he or his child who was about to die. "At that moment all other thoughts were deafened by the feeling of endless pity for those who were at the end of their existence; I suffered with them the animal fear of the impending and inescapable; I was tormented by the sense of helpless grief that their families must be experiencing; I understood and endured with them that protest that they must be feeling. I was ready to scream, to weep, and I understood the depth of the Christian teaching: Love thy neighbor as thyself."
On Monday, the day when President Bush assured Panamanians and the world that "we do not torture" (hoping that the detainees either did not hear him or would know he was crossing his fingers?), Bob Ramsey's blog entry was entitled, "Questions for the President and Evangelicals." I am in complete unity with this entry, and particularly these words: "So I'm calling out the evangelical leaders. Speak up. Now. Put your phone banks, email systems and radio shows to use in favor of the McCain amendment, which will prohibit U.S. forces and agents from torturing people. Prove to Americans and the world that Evangelicals care about something more than abortion, sex, and whatever the Republicans want us to care about."

The current issue of Christianity Today features "a new kind of evangelical," Ted Haggard of Colorado Springs, president of the National Association of Evangelicals. Title of the cover story: "Good Morning Evangelicals! Meet Ted Haggard, the NAE's Optimistic Champion of Ecumenical Evangelism and Free-Market Faith." According to the article, "Haggard believes only one cause is big and important enough to bring together evangelicals—evangelism." I have a fantasy, which I described as soberly as I could in a letter to the magazine:
With his every-Monday White House conference calls, I dearly hope that Ted Haggard drops his optimism long enough to express persistent outrage at the administration's campaign to evade restrictions on the treatment of detainees.

After a reasonable period of quiet pressure, I also hope evangelical leaders express their opposition to torture publicly. No other single public act would do as much to redeem evangelicalism in the eyes of skeptics.
Now that I've read Bob Ramsey's challenge, I wish I'd not put in anything about a "reasonable period," because in fact that reasonable period is long over. Nevertheless, I can fantasize that even now, Karl Rove's ears are being singed (humanely, of course) by the no-nonsense input of our evangelical heroes.

What might they actually say? Christianity Today's Web site also published Gary Haugen's article, "Silence on Suffering," a good start toward an assertive church-wide protest against torture.

As I re-read this stuff I've written, I can hardly believe it is even needed. What could be more apple-pie and motherhood than being against torture? Am I just denouncing a straw target to feel good? No, apparently not. Our White House, incompetent in governance, is masterful at expressing its priorities; and exempting ourselves from Geneva-Convention standards somehow rates very high. Bush and Cheney: please stop. The Senate voted against you, 90-9. Even if it had been the other way, you ought to know better in your hearts, but at least now, wake up! Move on. The world is watching. Causes of stumbling are bound to arise, but remove this millstone from your necks now.



Marketing to the slightly rebellious:

Our checking account statement came with a stuffer extolling the benefits of direct deposit. For example, if our paychecks are deposited directly into the bank, we will have "Convenience and peace of mind. Away on vacation? Golfing with friends? Shopping for a new outfit? No matter what you're doing, you'll rest easy knowing your funds are safely deposited into your account for you."

If they could only customize these peace-of-mind messages for individual customers: "Registering voters? Overnight hosting at the Reedwood family shelter? In jail for civil disobedience? Protest with perfect confidence, knowing that your funds are safely deposited...." Try your own variations.



A final thought or two on repentance:

I've never been tempted to torture. In fact, I'm really a comparatively nice person. That thought reminded me of Tom Tomorrow's cartoon from a year or so ago, on the theme of "Defining Deviancy Down" ("At least I'm not as bad as Saddam!").

My mind went on to remember some wise words from the Eastern Orthodox writer Frederica Mathewes-Green (The Illumined Heart: The Ancient Christian Path of Transformation):
Talk of repentance makes modern-day Christians nervous. We are embarrassed by the stereotype of old-fashioned preachers hammering on sin and making people feel guilty. We rush to assert that Jesus isn't really like that, he came out of love, he wants to help us. He knows us deep inside, he feels our every pain, and his healing love sets us free.

This is one of those truths that run out of gas halfway home. The question is, what do we need to be healed of? Subjectively, we think we need sympathy and comfort, because our felt experience is of loneliness and unease. Objectively, our hearts are eaten through with rottenness. A hug and a smile aren't enough.

We don't feel like we're rotten; if anything we feel like other people treat us badly. One of the most popular myths of our age is that if you can claim to be a victim, you're automatically sinless.

A second popular myth is this: We're nice. Being nice is all that counts in life, right? Isn't it the highest virtue? Even granting that doubtful assertion, a more honest self-assessment would reveal that we're nice when we're comfortable and everything is going our way. Anybody can be nice under those circumstances. As Jesus noted, even sinners do the same, yet our God is kind even to the ungrateful and the selfish. That sort of kindness is a standard we rarely intend, much less meet.

Finally, there's the ever-popular conviction that we're still better than a lot of other people. Christians should know better than this; God doesn't judge one person against another; he doesn't grade on the curve. Yet we find it desperately hard to believe that we're really, truly sinners, because we see people so much worse than us evey day in the newspapers. In comparison with them, we just so gosh-darn nice.

The problem in all these cases is that we're comparing ourselves with others, rather than with the holy God. Once we get that perspective adjusted, repentance can come very swiftly.
If God doesn't grade Bush and Cheney on a curve, by the exact same token, God doesn't grade me on a curve either. And I don't have a country to "run."