Showing posts with label taize. Show all posts
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08 December 2005

Borrowed time

Ever since the Christian Peacemakers were kidnapped, I have felt as if I'm in a slightly different dimension. Time is slower. Perspectives have changed: some things are closer, some are farther away. Eternity seems closer, yesterday's imperatives have faded.

After a few days of near-constant surveillance of the World Wide Web for news of our CPT hostages, I've had to back away in favor of a more continuous stream of prayer. I've caught myself offering Lenten-style bargains with God: here's what I'll give up if you'll just preserve those men, if you'll just end the episode with no loss of life.

Other sites and weblogs have done a marvelous job of compiling links to make it easier to stay informed. Here I will just list two pages that somehow had a healing effect on me without either encouraging denial or lapsing into romanticism:

Before I represent myself as some kind of detached, peaceful, contemplative adept, I should admit that I've kept the little BBC pop-up news bulletin utility loaded on the computer I use for my work every day. When it goes off with its dramatic bulletin music, I jump in my seat.

One more Web site. Olympic View Friends Church in Tacoma, Washington, USA, has a podcast page on its Web site. CPT Hebron/Baghdad member Matt Chander and Northwest Yearly Meeting's peace education coordinator, Kayla Edin, spoke recently and the recording is linked to that page.

I had been wondering how the Taizé community in France was faring since the death of its founder Brother Roger. I was glad to see an update: in a recent Books and Culture post on the Christianity Today Web site, Otto Selles of Calvin College's program in Grenoble, France, described a Calvin visit to Taizé.

Not surprisingly, Otto Selles had an urgent question of his own for the Brothers, one that resonates even more on the larger world stage:

"I broke into the discussion to ask the question that had been bothering me since my arrival in France. How could one explain Brother Roger's murder, which occurred in the Church of Reconciliation? 'He was a figure of peace,' Brother Pedro answered. 'Evil cannot resist goodness.'"

Perhaps evil cannot resist goodness, but evil does put up a fight.

Christianity Today's site also includes Cindy Crosby's intriguing conversation with Anne Rice, best known for books that are, shall we say, not in total alignment with the Christian Booksellers Association market. The article is entitled, "Interview with a Penitent." She expresses an unequivocal Christian faith: Referring to her new novel, Christ the Lord: Out of Egypt, she says: "I'm not offering agnostic explanations. He is real. He worked miracles. He is the Son of God!"

Anne Rice's faith is probably not in strict conformity with some conservatives' preferred Christian celebrity-conversion script. According to the article, "Rice's own website, www.annerice.com, is a platform for everything from impassioned updates on the needs of post-hurricane New Orleans to Democratic politics and her views on controversial issues (her son, Christopher, also a novelist, is homosexual, and Anne is 'an advocate for Christian and Jewish gays and their right to worship and to take the sacraments').

"To Christians who disagree with her views, Rice says, 'Christians have been arguing with each other for 2,000 years. ... What I hope for is that we can love one another, no matter how much we disagree; that we can embrace one another, no matter how tough the arguing becomes. ... If we love, we can overcome much of what divides us as people.'"

You mean we can both love and argue? The newly penitent novelist may be catching heat from some segments of her public, but it's clear she's never been a denominational bureaucrat. (Just kidding.) (No I'm not. Within three months of my becoming general secretary of FUM, one of its member yearly meetings left.) (Yes I am.) (No ... well, to be continued!)

You always hurt the ones you love: I have been thinking about another Rice, namely Condoleeza, her European journey, and her reported assignment to tell Europeans to "back off" from their fastidious doubts regarding detainees and extrajudicial transfers. For example, this New York Times coverage (Joel Brinkley, 12-5-05):

She made an effort to frame the debate as one over the effectiveness of terror enforcement and not over the propriety of holding suspects indefinitely in secret prisons.

"We consider the captured members of Al Qaeda and its allies to be unlawful combatants who may be held, in accordance with the law of war, to keep them from killing innocents," she said. "We must bring terrorists to justice wherever possible."

The European nations must decide, she added, whether they "wish to work with us to prevent terrorist attacks against their own country or other countries."

Apparently the European nations are not expected to ask us to decide whether we wish to work with them to prevent terrorist attacks on our country or other countries. Arrogance has become as natural as breathing. This is a juicy example of the American "my way or the highway" foreign policy that Richard Florida cites as destructive to our own best interests. (See relevant section at end of this post.)

Maybe this talent for unreflective arrogance is also what explains our rhetorical pistol-whippings of our friends and allies over their doubts about our messianic foreign policy, even as we kiss up to authoritarian regimes whenever it is convenient. Do we want bases in nations of the former Soviet Union? If so, their crackdowns on dissenters and religious minorities are suavely overlooked. Do we have a disastrous proportion of our national prestige invested in a horribly distorting war in Iraq? Then maybe it makes sense to downplay apartheid in Israel, religious repression in Saudi Arabia, and a few election awkwardnesses in Egypt.

Rice talks about "bringing terrorists to justice." When does justice mean "justice" and when does it mean "smackdown or worse, on our terms" or a particularly gruesome variation on "good enough for government work"? Today the Law Lords of the U.K. decided that evidence gained through torture, by whatever route received, by whomever or wherever inflicted, is inadmissible in any British court—not because of idealism but of the utter realism of knowing, as one of the Law Lords put it, that if we give one concession to the use of torture, it will spread like a virus. There is never ever a case when we can entrust fallible human human with absolute unchecked power over other human beings. Never.

Why Russians don't smile. At last, some thoughts on an ancient puzzle: Why the lack of ready American-style smiles on Russian faces? Thank goodness for Konstantin at Russian Blog, who bases his explanation on Russian culture's peasant-village roots.

When you live in Siberia in a small rural commune you should be very distrustful of every stranger. Moreover – strangers should feel immediately that you are hostile towards them. Only when a stranger proves beyond doubt that (1) he wants to belong to the commune, (2) he accepts all laws and traditions of this particular commune, (3) he can be trusted; only then he is accepted. And an accepted member of the commune enjoys so much trust, friendliness, openheartedness and sincerity that is very surprising to Europeans and who think that Russian openness is over the top.

It is not for me to judge the validity of Konstantin's thesis, but it does not entirely conflict the explanation in Alexander Elder's 1998 book Rubles to Dollars, if you stretch things a bit and grant that in some ways the Iron Curtain turned Russia into one huge village:

After seventy years of "breeding the New Soviet Man," little wonder that there are quite a few specimens still walking around. You know you've run into one of them when you encounter dull laziness or unprovoked rudeness and suspicion. Modern Russian slang for this is sovok—derived from Soviet, meaning a leftover of the old system. Those traits are rapidly becoming less common, to the point where a Moscow financial weekly named Kapital instituted a "sovok award" for readers who sent in examples of such encounters. Still the low-grade sovok is more widespread than Russians like to think.

Many Russians consider openness and trust, the qualities we value so highly in the US, as silly and childish. [Remember, this book was written before 9/11 and the Patriot Act.] In the old repressive society a trusting person was a fool. To this day in Russia you keep running into secretiveness and suspicion, even duplicity inherited from the communist years. When you sense those traits in a person do not waste your time trying to build mutual trust, American style. People who viscerally and illogically mistrust you have been damaged—leave them alone. In general, you'll find younger people more Western in this regard.

The repressive Soviet regime burrowed deep into people's lives. The KGB informers watched everyone, and the system punished deviants. People were fired from jobs for listening to jazz and sent to labor camps for telling politically incorrect jokes. You always had to watch yourself—always on guard, ready for trouble. It was better to maintain an impassive face. A person who looked upbeat was more likely to come under suspicion. "What are you smiling about—you have more than others?" was a common refrain.

After years of living under such pressure, many Soviets acquired a sullen, suspicious look. It became indelibly impressed on their faces; it showed in their posture—tense shoulders, rigid neck, and perpetually darting eyes. The look became so ingrained that even today I often recognize people from the Soviet Union on the streets of America. I see them from half a block away. Even if they have lived here for years and wear Western clothes, you can't miss that tense and hypervigilant look.

The stiff Soviet look has begun to fade in recent years, especially among the young. Russians not only dress better, their body language is changing. It used to be that only foreigners held their heads high or smiled riding Moscow's palatial subway. Many Russians today look very Western; they carry themselves as free people, in a manner that would look perfectly normal in New York, Paris, or London.
Seven years after Elder's book was published, the number of sovoks is probably much lower.

Although Elder himself is Russian, I can't help feeling a twinge of regret at the sovok stereotype. (The context of his book is important: he's urging Americans to invest in Russia, and trying to help investors assess risks and benefits. His advice to a psychologist or evangelist might be very different.) Konstantin's references to "over the top" openness, extravagant hospitality, and limitless generosity once a friendship has been established, are absolutely true.

Aside from "village" explanations, differences in personal security and affluence, and the sometimes bizarre American need to be liked, the final answer to the smile gap between Americans and Russians might simply lie in a few percentage points' difference in the proportion of introverts and extroverts. My guess is that there are more introverts in Russia. And as an introvert myself, I feel quite normal there. Of course, Russians might have a different assessment. Something along the lines of "all the same, he smiles all the time for no reason. Can he really be normal?" (Он не, так сказать, "наш".)

01 September 2005

"You were sent to heal the contrite"

As I write this, I have the archive broadcast from Taizé of Brother Roger's funeral playing on Realplayer. The congregation just sang "You were sent to heal the contrite," and I needed to hear this. As I think about the stampede victims in Iraq, the hurricane victims here in the USA, and my own commitment to pray for national leaders whom I can hardly think a nice thought about, the precious words of Psalm 51, verse 17, are important to me: "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise."

Here's another Psalm, number 131, I love for moments when I cannot even tell which end is up:
My heart is not proud, O LORD, my eyes are not haughty; I do not concern myself with great matters or things too wonderful for me.
But I have stilled and quietened my soul; like a weaned child with its mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me.
O Israel, put your hope in the LORD both now and for evermore.
I am not such a liar that I can claim that these words accurately reflect me. My heart is proud of my safety, my good sense, my initiatives, my ability to "provide for" my family; my eyes are haughty far too often; I obsess about great (as they seem to me) matters; often I don't put my hope in the LORD. But my desire is to still and quiet my soul.

Having written those words, I go back to the Taizé webcast, and see the congregation sitting or lying prostrate in deep silence. Such incredible beauty among those diverse brothers and sisters at this most vulnerable and tender moment, their farewell to Brother Roger. As a spiritual orphan in terms of my own family, I cherish these glimpses of the global family God has blessed me with.



Did the evangelical Christian community's leadership succeed in putting Pat Robertson's bizarre advocacy of Venezuelan president Hugo Chavez's assassination in perspective? I found a measure of comfort in the links assembled by Ted Olsen in his Christianity Today weblog. For myself, I realize that part of staying low and contrite is not exploiting the massive opportunities for ridicule (in other words, for exalting my superiority rather than actually contributing anything to civil discourse) offered to me by Robertson's heretical suggestion. As I saw from Olsen's work, others have done a good job of pointing out the actual danger that Robertson could have caused Christian workers. My question: how do we reach out to brothers and sisters who agree with him and his politics?



Speaking of civil discourse on politics, it is strange to see more of it on Comedy Central television network than on the so-called news networks. Some recent gratifying examples: Jon Stewart's interviews with Bernard Goldberg (author of 100 People Who Are Screwing Up America) and Christopher Hitchens. In both cases, I believe Stewart (who more or less represents my point of view in both cases) prevailed, but without rhetorical brutality on either side.



Yesterday I saw the new film The Constant Gardener on its opening day here in Portland, Oregon. The frequently-cynical Willamette Week had given it an enthusiastic review, so I was not sure what to expect, but the movie turned out to be a thoroughly decent production in a very straightforward and relatively complete adaptation of John Le Carré's novel into film.

David Walker's review includes a piece of an interview with filmmaker Fernando Meirelles (deservedly acclaimed for his earlier City of God). Meirelles said, "I could have gone to make it as a thriller or a political drama, but I felt the love story was really, really strong so I decided to make the love story the axle of this film.... My feeling is that thriller and the political drama is more like a backstory." I'm happy to report that the geopolitical and economic dimensions are by no means suppressed to produce some sort of sophisticated romantic treat for progressives.

I would love to know how this film is being assessed in Kenya. Parts of the film were made there, which is a positive sign of some kind; when the book was first published, it was (reportedly) not openly sold in some Kenyan bookstores for fear of irritating former president Moi's partisans.



As Brother Roger's funeral is drawing to its end, they're singing my favorite Taizé song, "Confitemini Domino." Thank you, dear Jesus, for offering healing to the contrite, and for offering healing to my heart through those voices I'm listening to now. Guide me as I look for my place in your healing work.



Friday PS: Message from Northwest Yearly Meeting:

AN URGENT MESSAGE FROM THE NWYM
BOARD OF PEACE & SOCIAL CONCERNS


The news reports coming out of Louisiana and Mississippi in the aftermath of hurricane Katrina have been shocking and heartbreaking. Even as we grieve for the thousands of people who have lost so much, we are confident in Christ’s unwavering love. As His followers, these tragic events prompt us to take action. The NWYM Board of Peace & Social Concerns urges all members of the NWYM to contribute as generously as possible to the relief efforts.

The Northwest Yearly Meeting office is prepared to serve as a collecting point for hurricane relief donations. They are currently coordinating with other EFI Yearly Meetings to identify the most effective way to quickly distribute funds. Friends Disaster Service and Northwest Medical Teams are already actively involved in providing humanitarian services and will be among the organizations that contributions to NWYM will support. The Yearly Meeting staff are also in touch with Friendswood, an EFI affiliated church in the Houston area that are serving in the affected community, to find out how we might support them.

In the next few days, more details will be provided as the situation continues to unfold. In the meantime, the Board of Peace & Social concerns encourages you to send your donations to the NWYM office. Please specify your contributions to the NWYM office for “hurricane relief”. It is also likely that in the coming months there will be opportunities to participate in Friends sponsored work teams going into the affected areas to directly help with rebuilding.

Our board encourages local churches to take action in response to this urgent need. We call on NWYM members to contribute generously in order to alleviate suffering and bring hope to people whose lives have been torn apart by this disaster. We have been delighted by the many innovative ways that NWYM churches are ministering to their communities, and encourage your to consider how your local church might respond to this call. Please feel free to contact the Board of Peace and Social Concerns if we can be of help.

Please also continue to pray for the many, many lives affected by this disaster.

NWYM Board of Peace & Social Concerns
Co-Clerks, DorindaJoy Taylor and Peggy Hanson

19 August 2005

Friday PS: More about Taizé

I'm glad that Christianity Today unlocked its archives for this article about "Learning the Ancient Rhythms of Prayer: Why charismatics and evangelicals, among others, are flocking to communities famous for set prayers and worshiping by the clock." I found it linked to this week's CT Weblog, which has many other links to stories about Brother Roger, his community, and its music.

The singing is powerful, I can attest to that. I'd heard about the Taizé community for many years before, but it was only a bit over ten years ago in Cave Creek, Arizona, when someone made me sit down and listen to this recording that she had. Even on that tinny little box, I could tell that there was a special quality to the songs and to her enthusiasm for them.

Fast forward to 2002. We began arranging informal worship meetings on Monday evenings at Reedwood, using Taizé and Vineyard-style songs as well as silence, readings, and brief reflections instead of sermons. Eventually we decided to offer monthly Taizé services as part of our Monday worship calendar. After I left for England, they stopped for a while, but they've been restarted. (Not on Mondays anymore; if you're interested in attending, call the Reedwood office, 503-234-5017, for schedule information, or see the calendar that's linked to www.reedwood.org.)

For me, part of being a Quaker has been a fairly stern attitude toward liturgy or, for that matter, any programming that purports to do our spiritual work for us. Our purpose in gathering for worship is to know that "Christ has come to teach his people himself," not to have someone up front arrange an esthetic shortcut or mediate that experience. I cannot explain the attractiveness of the Taizé chants for me by any sort of theory, just the sweetness of the intention and the graciousness of holding that intention together with others.

It's not everything that I need. For one thing, it's all heart and little if any ass; sometimes I need a different ratio. (More about that here.) But, oh, I love that aching clarity:

Stay with us O Lord Jesus Christ
Night will soon fall
Then stay with us O Lord Jesus Christ
Light in our darkness.

I appreciate and echo the last words of Ruth Gledhill's article in The Times: "Christians worldwide will be praying that Brother Roger’s death will not silence his song of reconciliation, beauty and peace." The song will go on.

18 August 2005

"Lift up your voices, the Lord is near"

taizelogoBrother Roger was murdered. I found that sentence incredibly difficult to type. As I sit 25 stories over Ground Zero in New York City, enough of a sobering experience in itself, I'm listening to Taizé songs and finding words hard to come by this night. I was part of a team that brought Taizé meetings for worship and song to Reedwood Friends Church. I'm glad that the BBC page to which I linked above has a place for people to write tributes.

Earlier this evening, before I heard the news about Roger Schutz, I spent some time with the vigil for Cindy Sheehan at St Paul's Chapel across the street from the hotel where I'm staying. Maybe I should have felt more prepared to hear yet again about violent death.

"Bless the Lord, my soul, Who leads me into life."

Strengthen us, dear Jesus, for your Lamb's war against cruelty and death worship, even as we lose our own fear of death. Comfort us as you comforted the sisters of Lazarus. Touch everyone who was traumatized by witnessing the violent attack. I pray for your grace, your mysterious and unaccountable and unlimited understanding for his attacker.

The World Gathering of Young Friends is underway! Reedwood's own Carrie Hutchinson is serving as a volunteer, and Colin Saxton, superintendent of our Yearly Meeting, has given a plenary talk. I'm grateful that the Gathering's Web site gives the rest of us a way to keep up with events, at least after a fashion. I'm also happy that Alice M hopes to report from the Gathering on her Public Quaker site.

I'm just remembering that Carrie and her husband Karl were among the regular musicians at our Taizé meetings. The ripples from yesterday's tragedy will touch many people.

Here is the Francis Howgill quotation (as it appears in Britain Yearly Meeting's Faith and Practice) that Colin opened with at the World Gathering:

[We] were reckoned, in the north part of England, even as the out casts of Israel, and as men destitute of the great knowledge, which some seemed to enjoy; yet there was more sincerity and true love amongst us and desires after the living powerful presence of God than was among many in that day who ran into heaps and forms but left the cross behind them. God out of his everlasting love did appear unto us, according to the desire of our hearts, who longed after him; when we had turned aside from hireling-shepherds' tents, we found him whom our souls loved; and God, out of his great love and great mercy, sent one unto us, a man of God, one of ten thousand, to instruct us in the way of God more perfectly; which testimony reached unto all our consciences and entered into the inmost part of our hearts, which drove us to a narrow search, and to a diligent inquisition concerning our state, through the Light of Christ Jesus. The Lord of Heaven and earth we found to be near at hand, and, as we waited upon him in pure silence, our minds out of all things, his heavenly presence appeared in our assemblies, when there was no language, tongue nor speech from any creature. The Kingdom of Heaven did gather us and catch us all, as in a net, and his heavenly power at one time drew many hundreds to land. We came to know a place to stand in and what to wait in; and the Lord appeared daily to us, to our astonishment, amazement and great admiration, inso much that we often said one unto another with great joy of heart: `What, is the Kingdom of God come to be with men? And will he take up his tabernacle among the sons of men, as he did of old? Shall we, that were reckoned as the outcasts of Israel, have this honour of glory communicated amongst us, which were but men of small parts and of little abilities, in respect of many others, as amongst men?' And from that day forward, our hearts were knit unto the Lord and one unto another in true and fervent love, in the covenant of Life with God; and that was a strong obligation or bond upon all our spirits, which united us one unto another. We met together in the unity of the Spirit, and of the bond of peace, treading down under our feet all reasoning about religion. And holy resolutions were kindled in our hearts as a fire which the Life kindled in us to serve the Lord while we had a being, and mightily did the Word of God grow amongst us, and the desires of many were after the Name of the Lord. O happy day! O blessed day! the memorial of which can never pass out of my mind. And thus the Lord, in short, did form us to be a people for his praise in our generation.
I sometimes read these delicious quotations from early Friends as spiritual Almond Joys, enjoying their antiquarian deliciousness, especially when I bite into one of the almonds. I'm reassured that such experiences were once part of our reality as a people, and I run my eyes over the words to verify again that they were written by a sane and literate person in clear English, pushing down that cynical voice that says "ecstatic hyperbole" in favor of my heart, which beats a bit faster when I picture those sturdy men and women being formed "to be a people for his praise" in their generation.

Back to 2005 and an e-mail I received a few days ago. Yet another seasoned and wise Quaker is expressing discouragement with his Friends meeting and is on his way to worship with another fellowship. Open up, Friends. Our life needs more praise, more self-abandonment, more joy; perhaps less reading of antique texts as yummy morsels, and more reading of them to light up our imagination.

However, I'm not sure that the missing ingredient in Friends' re-formation "to be a people for his praise in our generation" is a late-night harangue from Johan. Prayer might be better: Jesus, I want to be caught in your net with my dear brothers and sisters, and drawn to land just as you did with Francis H and his friends. Am I supposed to be helping to fashion the net, or to pull it in, or to keep others company in the net? How do we sort out our roles, and honor and encourage each other, and hold each other up? How do we shout our praises so loudly that the walls of oppression begin to tremble? (And, thinking of those who haven't found a praise voice within them, how do we keep from setting up new forms?) I quietly lay these questions before you, and trust in your provision as I go off to sleep.